Yes Virginia, there is a Santa Claus.....
"You'd better not pout, you'd better not cry. You'd better not shout, I'm telling you why..."
"See
that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that
in heaven their angels always see the face of my Father who is in
heaven." (Mt. 18:10)
Santa Claus. I confess that at this time
of year, I spend hours watching every "holiday special" I can find that
includes something about Santa. My family will tell you that I'm a
"moosh," and that I cry over everything, and it's true, but this year I
think I've destroyed a whole case of facial tissues as I tuned in one
movie or animation after another.
This year, for the first time in my life, I know who Santa is.
This
year, for the first time in my life, I've been met in my place of
longing, the place that sells advertising minutes by the hundreds of
thousands between Thanksgiving and New Year's, and the tears of
gratitude have washed away the stains of half a century's tears of
heartache and wistfulness.
Yes Virginia, there really is a
Santa Claus, and He is more wonderful and powerful and terrifying and
knowing than even you have dared to hope. When I finally came to His
manger, I learned why His name has always been too holy to be
pronounced. All language left me as I gazed at the One who has gifted
me with Himself and my every need was known and fulfilled and worship
poured forth in the tongues of angels.
And I heard this caution, "Despise not my little ones."
Suddenly
I understood that in a day where everything can be reduced to bits and
bytes, where romance has been supplanted by mechanistic determinism,
Santa Claus is the last refuge not of "love and generosity and
devotion" (the words of that famous editorial from the New York Sun)
but of hope, of belief in things not seen. This jolly caricature is
not some pagan god of consumption, but a temple to an "unknown god,"
(Acts 17:23) a target for our desire that Creation be governed by
Someone not constrained by what is logical. Someone Who can be in my
house even when there isn't a fireplace. Someone Who knows me, really
knows me, and brings me my heart's desire. Someone who can transform
me from the man that I am, warped and rotted by sin, to the man that I
know I was created to be.
Isn't that the underlying message of all the good Christmas specials? Transformation?
Some
of the transformed subjects are like Rudolph, weighed down by sadness
and unable to live into their callings, but Santa redeems what had once
been a source of shame and makes it a gift.
Some are like
Scrooge or the Grinch, so beaten down by life that they become "meaner
than a junkyard dog," but the "Spirit of Christmas" causes their hearts
to grow "three sizes that day."
Each of these stories shares the
same hope, that there remains the possibility that my own heart of
stone might one day be replaced by a heart of flesh.
And so the
Spirit says to each of us, "See that you do not despise one of these
little ones," because they are all searching for Me.
If you
are tempted to anger at the waste, remember that He who leads us to the
manger once defended a woman accused of wastefulness.
If you are
tempted to rage at the blindness of "conspicuous consumption" in the
face of great misery, remember that He who brings healing in His wings
once rewarded the singlemindedness of four friends who destroyed
another man's roof to "cut in line" for their friend.
If you are
tempted, as I certainly have been, to criticize the desperation of
those who fill the malls in these last days before Christmas, know that
such desperation is the only thing strong enough to bring us to the
foot of the Cross, to the place of our death and resurrection. Yes,
the world has bent this desperation to its own ends, but the hunger is
holy.
This may be why I have become so fond of the two "Santa
Clause" movies. In the end, we are not transformed into "better
people," but we are conformed to the image of the One who has, against
all reason, loved us into new life. We put on the suit and we become a
bit ridiculous in the world's eyes ("No place tropical, you don't want
to see this in a speedo!") but we also become the very temples of the
God those shoppers seek to know, the stable to which their stars and
angels will lead them.
And in us these "little ones" will not
meet a "kinder, gentler" version of our old selves, but the One in whom
all things hold together.
Merry Christmas,
Jeff